under pressurethere really is quite a lot to write here, but i can't seem to find the right head to do it. from work to love to friends and family, all of it has been like a spinning wheel of attention, and none of it is escaping the trap in my head and spilling out over the dancing fingertips on the keyboard.
so, until that music starts, we'll go with this:
"courage is not the absence of fear; it is the making of action in spite of fear, the moving out against the resistance engendered by fear into the unknown and into the future. on some level, spiritual growth, and therefore love, involves risk and always requires courage... all life itself represents a risk, and the more lovingly we live our lives, the more risks we take." the road less traveled, m. scott peck.
current mood: stuck