shakyfor the run-thrus, i wasn't nervous. for the rehearsals and preps, i wasn't nervous. sitting in the hallway, listening to the girls, i wasn't nervous. standing in the wings, waiting to take the stage, i wasn't nervous. finding my mark in the blackness, i wasn't nervous. squinting with the sudden flood of lights, i wasn't nervous. saying the first three words... holy hell, i thought i was going to collapse in a heap! and that was just dress-rehearsal! jeeeeez
current mood: wednesday will be worse, probably right?