i don't think we're in august anymore
it is RIDICULOUS that i have so much going on right now, mostly work-wise. my summer was so quiet, the fall was tumultuous, and as it wraps up, my winter looks insane, with my spring looking suicidal. i'm scheduling myself for some serious me-time starting july... oh-eight. that being said, there are some exciting things on the horizon in the way of personal growth and impersonal entertainment. the vagmonos for one, of which i find out my role on sunday (to moan or not to moan... that IS the question) and vegas in march, in which i was inspired to put my own self-doubt on a shelf when i saw pictures of a group of girls, who i have historically beaten in competition on the circuit back in the day, putting their best ka forward in the cutthroat vegas arena. if they have the balls to do it, i should too. so i will, as much as it will hurt (mentally and physically) in the process.
current mood: tired but determined.