whoa
completely lost my mind and agreed to meet sensei at 6:30 in the morning to train. ha! actually, it was nice to get moving again without all the pressure of other people's expectations around. AND it led to sensei walking my derby course with me with a little roll-y thing-y that told me the distance between points. when he was done, my predecessor and founder of the derby met up with me to go over logistics that i just shouldn't make up on my own, and we had a great talk... until we saw a commotion over by the library. ** warning, not for the faint of heart or weak at stomach ** i saw a girl on the ground, flat on her back, eyes wide open, not blinking. being on staff, we decided it would probably be best if we kept an eye on things, so we made our way over. she was having a seizure, and unconscious. her head was trailing blood from banging it on the ground so much. thankfully, the girl that had her head (eventually) declared herself an emt, so we backed off a little. i was good, being helpful in relaying info while calls were made to all sorts of people... good until i saw the foaming at the mouth. at that point i started to brown out and had to go sit down. i figured the paramedics didn't need 2 people to take care of.
proves what i've always known about myself: blood i'm good with. no problem. you come to me covered in blood, and i'll take care of you. but i am NOT good with bodily fluids!
current mood: bleh... i feel not great