figure me outi'm struggling a little bit with my purpose behind this little online world of mine. every time i'm made aware of whose eyes are on these public private thoughts, i share a little less, censor a little more and leave only veiled messages that some people can decode instantly, and some people think i'm just nuts. i'm the kind o' girl who releases things that are bugging me by putting it out there... things in my head are figured, well, out of my head that way. so what do i do? be completely open and risk stepping on some toes, but at least i'll feel better? or continue with the self-editing, rise a little more to the superficial, and find an alternative outlet?