disturbed
"The firemen were certainly concerned about the rabbit. They felt sorry for it," said Bedbrook.

and on a completely different note: things have been quiet on the b-hoshi front for a number of reasons. For one thing, petco had its annual tradeshow last week, and i was the designated 'fort-holder', which means that it was deaddeaddeadsky over here, and pretty much the less i HAVE to do, the less i actually do, on all fronts. Pretty much why i hate weekends.
On a less professional, definitely more personal note, i have been the nucleus of quite a bit of drama-rama in the ongoing saga of 'as the dojo turns', and the insistent abrasion has managed to erode some of my "well, whatever" attitude into a more "screw you, and you, and you" point of view. And i don't like being like that, so you know it has to be pretty heavy. The biggest challenge in all of this has been trying to wrap my own perspective around where these rumors and rumblings are coming from; i figure if i can know why exactly i seem to be the target, i'll know how to fix it. But there seems to be no logic, no credible evidence to point to and say "there, that's why". it's merely people being threatened by me, and everything that little word 'me' stands for. Not something i can help, which is comforting in a way, but still hard not to take personally.